Confirmation

During the hospital stay, everything was fine except for the initial discomfort of not being able to move. During the day, Song Hui was with him, and Aunt Fang delivered three loving meals a day on time. In addition, there were people who came to visit almost every day. Everyone seemed to have an appointment. You come today; I will come tomorrow, almost every day.

In the more than a year since entering this circle, Lu Yan had not made too many films and not too few films, and he knew some people, but anyone who had a little friendship, no matter how deep or low, at least wanted to go through the motions, and those who wanted to gain friendship also borrow the situation to showed a face.

Lu Yan was also a little bored. There were not too many people who came to visit the doctor every day. In this way, in addition to the fixed rest time, there was basically no idle time. Lu Yan was quite satisfied with the current state, and he was not someone who could stay idle.

Besides Jiang Peiwen’s mother and son, Gao Xizhe was the most diligent. Every time he came, he would bring the latest news of the film [The Bureau], from the editing progress to the finalization of the film. During the period, after the demos came out, he specially brought them to Lu Yan to have a look, and he also listened to some of his opinions on the final film. After the movie started to promote, Gao Xizhe didn’t have time to visit the hospital, but after each promotion, he would call Lu Yan and tell him the grand occasion.

What moved and excited Lu Yan the most was that although he was unable to participate in the promotion due to injury, Lu Yan’s fans would organize various signs with his name and poster photos to promote him wherever the film promotion team went. As if he was there too. After the fans took photos on the spot, they would write Lu Yan on Weibo, and at the same time prayed for him and wished him a speedy recovery. Lu Yan all forwarded and replied one by one.

After Qin Feng knew about this situation, he felt that the person in charge of fans on the official website was a talented person with strong organizational skills. After contacting and discussing with the other party, he asked the other party to organize a fan visit with about ten people. As soon as the news was released on the official website, the fans were immediately excited. The ten people carefully selected in the end were considered in various aspects, and the most important thing was of course the loyalty of the fans.

This visit was very successful, and every fan who met Lu Yan felt his affinity and demeanor. After going back, they basically wrote a long impression, saying that they were really happy to be able to follow such an idol. After this, fans had a deeper affection for Lu Yan, and Qin Feng had also strengthened his connection with the official website.

Gu Yang, who had the best friendship with Lu Yan, was filming outside when he heard the news. He couldn’t come back at that time. After Lu Yan woke up, he called him as soon as possible.

The two didn’t meet often. The last time they met was at the award ceremony of the Baicao Award. The frequency of contact with each other was not high, but it did not affect their friendship at all. Some people didn’t necessarily have a deep friendship even if they got along with each other every day, and some people could become close friends without having to meet frequently. Lu Yan and Gu Yang belong to the latter.

After Gu Yang came, he also brought news to Lu Yan, “I recently received a script, which is quite interesting, and this drama has two male protagonists, I think it is quite suitable for you to play one of the roles, I recommended you to the director. Someone should be in contact with you in the next few days, you should pay attention.”

Lu Yan was very grateful that Gu Yang thought of him in every good thing, but he was a little hesitant about his current situation. “It must be a good script, but I am like this…”

“Relax, this drama has just started preparations, I only knew it in advance because I had some friendship with the director. It will take at least a year to start filming. At that time, you will basically be alright. But I’ll tell you this. You can decide whether to take it or not. If you don’t think it’s suitable, don’t force it.”

“I understand that. Then thank you Brother Yang first.”

“You’re welcome.”

At night, the hospital basically refused visitors. And this time was often the moment Lu Yan was looking forward to the most.

From the first night, Su Mo would come to accompany the night every night, sometimes early, sometimes late, but no matter how late, it was never vacant. Later, Song Hui told Lu Yan that the reason Su Mo came late was because he was on a business trip. Every time in the past, if it was late, he would spend the night there, but during the time when Lu Yan was hospitalized, no matter how late he was, he would come back. These were what assistant Lu told Song Hui in private.

No wonder Su Mo looked very tired in those days. Two flights back and forth in one day was not for everyone.

Lu Yan also gradually got used to waiting for Su Mo to come every night before falling asleep. He had to say that habit was really a terrible thing. In the days when Su Mo came very late, Lu Yan couldn’t fall asleep even if he lay down early. In the past so many years, even when he was in the school dormitory, he had never lost sleep because of the lack of a person’s breathing.

Lu Yan knew that this was because his mood had changed, and he could no longer be at peace.

When the new year passed, the plaster on Lu Yan’s leg had been removed, and the doctor said after examination that the bones were growing very well and there was no dislocation. So, there was one more rehabilitation in the daily task, and he could go out for a short time every day without being trapped in the ward all the time.

In fact, at this time, he can already be discharged from the hospital, but Lu Yan thought it was too troublesome to go to the hospital for rehabilitation every day. Anyway, the boss didn’t feel bad about the high hospitalization fee, so he simply stayed until he fully recovered and then would leave. As for the secret thought of being unwilling to have someone to accompany him every night, it was naturally impossible to say.

The New Year was over, and the Spring Festival was not far away. Usually, this time was the busiest day for each company, and the Su group was no exception. So, during this time, Su Mo arrived at the hospital later and later, sometimes even past midnight.

In fact, by this time, Lu Yan had already had the ability to take care of himself, except that his walking was a little unnatural, but he was no different from ordinary people. Staying with the night or something was basically dispensable. Besides, there were nurses on duty in the hospital, and there was special nursing care in the ward.

But Lu Yan sometimes asked Song Hui to go back earlier, but he never told Su Mo not to come, and Su Mo never mentioned that Lu Yan could be discharged from the hospital early. The two maintained the status quo in a tacit understanding, and neither was willing to change. Su Mo was still there every night, rain or shine.

Soon in the New Year’s Eve, Su Mo was finally able to arrive at the hospital earlier, and the company also began to have a holiday after today.

Su Mo naturally hung his coat in the closet. It was already cold outside, and the heating in the hospital was naturally warm. Lu Yan was sitting on the sofa reading a book, also wearing a hospital gown, but he looked like a male model on the runway.

After Su Mo washed his hands, he walked over and peeled a piece of fruit and handed it to Lu Yan. This time, he didn’t cut it into small pieces, and the peel was still intact and beautiful. Since the first time, unless he came back too late, the first thing Su Mo did was to cut a fruit for Lu Yan, and Lu Yan also enjoyed watching his fingers move like a dance.

“Why haven’t I seen Song Hui these days?” Su Mo took out a tissue and wiped the fruit juice on his hands.

Lu Yan raised his head and smiled, “The Chinese New Year is coming soon. I gave him a holiday and asked him to go back early, so as not to have a hard time buying a ticket.” Song Hui’s hometown is about five hours’ drive away from the city, which is far enough. It was too far, but it was true that tickets were difficult to buy during the Spring Festival.

Su Mo didn’t say anything after hearing this, but frowned slightly.

Lu Yan saw that his expression was different and asked, “What’s wrong?”

Su Mo glanced at him and said in a low voice, “Every year on New Year’s Eve, the whole family will go back to the old house to have a reunion dinner together. And our family’s tradition is that no matter what happens in normal times, New Year’s Eve must be held in the old mansion. Over the years, although Su Jue and I were the only ones left at home, there has never been an exception.” In other words, Su Mo couldn’t accompany Lu Yan on New Year’s Eve.

Lu Yan was stunned for a moment; he did not deny that he had secretly imagined and expected to be able to spend New Year’s Eve with Su Mo. Since the death of his mother, Lu Yan had never tasted reunion on this day of national celebration. Facing the coldness of the room alone year after year, he gradually learned to stop expecting. After so many years, the little desire that was born with great difficulty was destined to be disappointed again.

But Lu Yan was not an unreasonable person. Besides, he didn’t have any qualifications to ask Su Mo right now. After being stunned for a while, he quickly returned to his senses with a smile and said, “I’m fine now, and I don’t have anyone to accompany me. There are so many doctors and nurses in the hospital, I can take care of myself.” “But you are alone…” Su Mo was still a little hesitant.

Lu Yan smiled, “I’ve gotten used to it for so many years, and it’s not bad this time.”

Su Mo hesitated for a while, but finally nodded, “I’ll come pick you up early the day after tomorrow, let’s go to the temple to worship.”

“Okay.” Lu Yan said simply.

In a chat before, Su Mo mentioned that when his parents were still alive, he would go to the temple to burn incense and worship Buddha every year on the first day of the new year, praying for the family to be safe and happy throughout the year. But after his parents passed away, he never went there again.

When Su Mo talked about the past, his expression was a little lonely. Lu Yan looked at him, and somehow suggested that they should go together this year. Hence this agreement.

The next day, Su Mo left around two o’clock in the afternoon. New Year’s Eve dinner was always eaten early, not to mention a family dinner, so there must be more things to prepare.

Lu Yan still watched Su Mo’s car drive away from the window, feeling a little empty in his heart.

There were far fewer nurses on duty at the hospital on New Year’s Eve than usual. There were many wonderful places in this hospital, and the nurse was one of them. There were only two types of nurses here, one was old but extremely skilled, and the other was young and beautiful who may not be so skilled. The statement given by the hospital was that although the skills of these young nurses may not be so good, they look pleasing to the eye, and a good mood could also play a key role in the treatment of the disease, so it was equally important. As for their technical deficiencies, the old nurses made up for them, so the patients who came to this hospital were not dissatisfied, and some even made a special trip to this hospital, which was much farther away from home, to see these beautiful nurses. Hospitals added more revenue.

Due to Lu Yan’s special status, all the old nurses in charge of his wards proved to be necessary. Not only do men like to look at pretty girls, but pretty girls also like to look at handsome guys. What’s more, Lu Yan was not only handsome, but also a star. Those young and beautiful nurses were basically unable to walk when they saw him, and his lethality to old nurses was much less.

Most of the nurses on duty today were young nurses. After all, the little girls had no family burden and have much less desire for reunion.

These little girls ran to Lu Yan’s ward as if they had made an appointment today. In order to take a look at this handsome star and say a Happy New Year to him, some even prepared a pen and paper for Lu Yan’s signature. After all, nurses usually work was usually strict, and they were not allowed to disturb the patient, but there was no such a good opportunity.

Lu Yan’s attitude had always been gentle, and the little girls chatted with him for a while, which made the ward without one person lively, until a nurse curiously asked how the handsome guy who came every night was today. Wasn´t he coming?

The question she asked was naturally referring to Su Mo. There were very few people who didn’t know Lu Yan, and very few knew Su Mo, so the little girls didn’t even know his name. Young girls were always fond of gossip. Seeing that both of them were so handsome, stylish and good-looking, getting along with each other every day, of course they were full of curiosity. It’s just that the treatment in this hospital was good and the requirements were high. It didn’t matter how much they gossip in the hospital, they didn’t dare to say a word when they went out, so many celebrities would choose this hospital.

When the little girl asked, she was surprised that she was talking too much. Lu Yan still smiled and replied lightly, “Go home for New Year’s Eve.” But his mood was obviously lowered.

After the nurses left one after another, Lu Yan was the only one left in the ward.

Today’s day was very sad, Lu Yan looked at the time, it was only ten o’clock. Although there was no sleep, he still turned off the lights. Lying on the bed, with his hands on the back of his head, he quietly listened to the sound of firecrackers ringing outside, as well as the splendid fireworks that occasionally blew up the windows.

Obviously no different from previous years, yet so unbearable. Lu Yan laughed at himself in his heart, and he expected this emotion to be the most tormenting, but it was unbearable.

He didn’t know how long it took, Lu Yan began to feel a little dazed, and suddenly heard a “click”, which seemed to be the sound of the door opening. It was obvious that firecrackers were shaking the sky outside. It was impossible to detect such a small sound, but as if he had a good heart, Lu Yan heard the sounds of nature that seemed to come from the depths of his soul.

Lu Yan reflexively looked towards the door, and the person who lowered his head to open the door just raised his head. His eyes were connected in an instant, and there seemed to be an electric current in the air that fell on each other’s hearts through the intertwined eyes.

Lu Yan couldn’t say a word. The fireworks that had just exploded had dissipated. In the darkness, he could only hear his own heartbeat beating loudly. All the sounds and pictures outside became the background, Lu Yan only saw the person who made his heart beat like a drum.

Su Mo didn’t move for a long time. I don’t know if he was also caught by this atmosphere. He couldn’t speak or move.

When other fireworks exploded, Su Mo moved as if he had just woken up from a dream. He moved his hand on the doorknob and closed the door completely. He opened his mouth and was about to say something, but was shocked to see Lu Yan suddenly jumped up from the bed without even wearing shoes, so he stepped on the floor with his bare feet and rushed towards him.

Lu Yan felt that he was stunned. Seeing the other party’s lips slightly opened, the string that had been tensing in his mind suddenly broke. Before his mind could react, his body had already rushed over. He couldn’t wait to go and didn´t even put shoes on.

Lu Yan suddenly pressed Su Mo against the door that had just been closed, with one hand by his ear and the other tightly on his shoulder. The two were of similar height, and their height advantage of two centimeters allowed Lu Yan to easily capture the other’s soft lips with just a slight bow.

It was probably snowing outside, and the tips of Su Mo’s hair were still wet. Lu Yan felt a chill when they touched each other, but their lips and tongues were hot. Lu Yan didn’t give the opponent any chance of buffering. From the beginning, he directly attacked the city and swept the land. His flexible tongue drilled into the opponent’s mouth, grabbed the opponent, entangled, sucked, pulled, and never died.

Su Mo was caught off guard, stepped back and bumped his body against the door, but his head was lifted slightly, and the back of his head pressed against the door, accepting the opponent’s attack.

After the initial stiffness, Su Mo quickly realized that he was not someone who could be easily suppressed, and it was not his principle to be passive. He raised his waist slightly, leaned against Lu Yan’s, put his hands on Lu Yan’s shoulders, exerted a little force, and took advantage of the momentum to leave the door that had been close to him, his lips and tongues counterattacked. The shift of the position did not reduce the intensity of the battle. The two tongues were lingering in the mouth, and the body fluid that was too late to swallow slowly flowed down the tightly fitted lips, and the air was filled with more and more intense warmth. The sound of firecrackers and fireworks outside had all gone, and only each other’s breathing and heartbeats could be heard.

After a few fierce back and forth, the two of them were a little weak, and Lu Yan’s hands had changed to hug Su Mo’s waist tightly, supporting each other. When it was finally over, the two of them were panting a little, their foreheads against each other’s foreheads, the tip of their nose touching the tip of their nose, feeling each other’s heavy breathing, feeling more intimate than when they kissed just now.

The two were hugging each other tightly, and the atmosphere was so good that neither of them wanted to speak.

His breathing gradually calmed down. Lu Yan put a hand on the back of Su Mo’s head and gently rubbed it on his soft hair. His forehead was still pressed together, and he could smell the breath.

“Isn’t it enough?” Lu Yan’s voice was very low, coupled with the emotion, his voice was still hoarse, and the two were very close, it sounded like a direct vibrating from the eardrum, it was very heart-warming.

Su Mo raised his head, his eyes were extraordinarily bright in the darkness, and the lips that were swollen from the kiss became moister. He slightly curved the corners of his mouth, his voice was no less hoarse than Lu Yan’s, very light and gentle, “I’m afraid I won’t be able to sleep.” After a while, he said, “I’m more afraid that you slept too well.” Then, he smiled slightly.

Lu Yan understood the meaning of his words and did not directly respond to his words, but pulled him to sit by the bed together.

Another firework exploded outside the window. The splendor of the moment illuminated half of the night sky, and cast a shadow on Su Mo’s face. At this moment, the expression on his face was a little dignified. He had a premonition that after waiting for so long, he would get an answer tonight, and he was not entirely sure whether the answer was the one he wanted.

After so many years of experience as a high-ranking person, Su Mo had long been accustomed to controlling everything. He actually didn’t like the feeling of handing over the decision to others. But love didn’t mean that you could get more by standing tall. As for Lu Yan, he willingly waited and handed over the decision to the other party, because he believed that he was a person worthy of doing so himself.

Lu Yan stared at Su Mo for a long time, his eyes that were already used to the darkness, even without the fireworks lighting outside the window, he could clearly see the expression of the person on the other side, especially the pair of deep and bright eyes.

“I already have the answer to the question you asked me.”

Sure enough, Su Mo thought about it, did not speak, and waited quietly like every time he used to.

Lu Yan slowly revealed a bright smile. The process was as slow as watching a seed grow from sowing to rooting, but when it finally bloomed, it was extremely splendid. Su Mo was a little absent-minded as he listened to his answer word by word.” Let’s be together.” With a “pop” sound, it seemed that the fireworks in my heart finally exploded, and the fireworks filled the whole heart in an instant.

Su Mo looked at him steadily, his voice was a little difficult, “Are you serious?”

“I never joke about this kind of thing.” Lu Yan answered seriously.

Su Mo was silent for a long time, “Are you sure? I won’t give you a chance to go back.”

People like Su Mo would never be passive forever. He would give the other party a chance, and then wait for a result. Once the result was determined, it could not be changed. He would not give a second chance, no matter what the result was. He also had his pride, a pride that was not allowed to be trampled even in love.

There was a bloodthirsty determination in Lu Yan’s smile, “I’m sure. And that’s what I want to say. Once you accept it, I won’t give you a chance to go back.”

Su Mo smiled, “I can’t ask for it!”

Su Mo thought for a while and said, “I hope your decision is out of love, not because of what I’ve done for you during this time.” Lu Yan smiled, “Don’t worry, I´m very clear about my emotions, are you so unconfident in yourself?”

“No,” Su Mo smiled slyly, “I just want to cut your back.”

“I didn’t plan to leave myself any back. “Lu Yan said as he leaned over and placed a light kiss on his long-awaited lips.

This kiss did not carry any color of passion and desire, just like the male beast left his mark on his partner to show sovereignty.


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